Ecclesiastes

To every thing there is a season -

I looked at the calendar today and it is April. In some ways, I feel like time has stopped, and in other ways, the days end too quickly.

We haven't heard from the blood work. I called the office again today. I want the days to hurry so we can know, but then I want them to stop forever.

I want my old Mommy back. Mom has spent more time sleeping now and is having some pain. She is still eating and drinking, but not enough to stay hydrated without the fluids. She is moving around the house and doing PT, but she is unsteady. I lay beside her some nights just to hear her breathe.

I want to thank Bonnie for the soup and Pimento Cheese and Judy for the muffins today. I just can't say thank you enough.

I spoke with Susan tonight. Richard the PT guy started this for us. She is a Social Worker with Big Wake. BC denied this referral, but she called us anyway to see if she could help. She is going to try and push this through again in the morning. Keep your fingers crossed. I told her I had $500 bucks in the bank that she was welcome to it if she would come and see Mom. Maybe I need to bill BC for Mom staying with me. Maybe they would come to their senses and see that it is more cost effective for them for Mom to stay with me and they need to send us whatever we need. Stupid-head insurance.