Wendy and I will be at Mom's this weekend to move the remaining stuff out of her condo. The last time I was at Mom's, we were coming to see George to begin the talk about Hospice. I am not looking forward to this weekend. We should be at Mom's by 9:00 AM on Saturday.
I am turning into Forest Gump. My bike just came off the deck and went to the Spin Cycle to get tuned up. Today, I could just get on my bike and ride until I hit water, and then turn around and ride until I hit water again. I need to give what I am feeling a physical outlet for a while. I feel this need to put some miles on my grief. My heart is so tired, I think if I could make my body feel as tired as my heart, I could get some sleep.
I know this is not what Mom wanted for me, but this was not what I wanted for her either.
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